mommy smash

It happened again,
and will for certain.
I am not in control of
monsters under my skin.

I give up on excuses.
The more I think of why
the clearer it is there are none.
How will I manage?

I am sorry, I truly am.
Please forgive me and
if you can be you patient.

Mommy too needs you,
mommy is scary scared too
mommy loves you though.