Saudade is fado

Saudade is Fado, fado is saudade!
to listen to the deep soul cry
of the fearful smiling fiancé
waving their embroidered wet wiper...

to feel the pain left in place
of the familiar wanting presence,
that left in love for love alone
to bring the means to build a home.

to taste the slow time distance
between her heart and her mind,
cried in words thrown to the sea.

to share a tear for this sorrow rime,
is to know fado and its muse saudade,
and with it, this sailing people of mine.

Hush Hush

You're that I most feared,
refused to approach,
avoided at any cost
and would never chose!

Naturally therefore here I am
yours for the conquering,
not only won't resist
but will as I might assist!

Naturally therefore here I am
My existence is nonsense,
if you are far long gone,
my blood runs for your return.

Naturally therefore here I am
You're the only one for me,
solely you could sequester
my tamed heart body and soul.

Give any of it back if you can
'cause there's a limit to
the strain one can handle
you wouldn't want it to break!?

I was thinking of writing a book...

But that never really happens. And even if it did, I would have to have it always with me so I could continue writing...
I am not saying it is worth reading or the space in google's computer, but I had no better way to have it in hand to write whenever I would like... So here it goes! I hope to be writing a lot, mostly nonsense and attempts of small chapters in this quest for my book!