The ultimate pill

"Your problem is that

You want a fix all pill." 

You're not listning! 

I have one pill. 

A one time use, fix all, ultimate relief, magic pill. 

I close my eyes, 

hold my breath 

and go back. 

Back to it! 

It welcomes me, 

as my oldest friend, 

my constant tease. 

I can feel the breeze 

freeing my hair

With a pallet of senses. 

I open may arms wide

Welcoming it

With it's taste of dew. 

I just have to let go! 

I open my eyes

 and I am still there

Salty pearls freeze. 

Night sky ahead

Above and at each side

Hugging me good night. 

I just have to let go! 

To feel it all pass by, 

Rushing random pictures, 

like a dream on end. 

I just have to let go! 

For the weight to lift

For it all to cease

For void's sweet embrace. 

For this skin to burn

For these shouts to scilence

For these fists to chill. 

One less menace to scorge this land, 

One less pseudo potential to live up to, 

One less nightmare under their bed,

But how to make them understand, 

It was always me never them, 

I can never let go without that. 

And they just won't listen!