Citizen of EU

Undervalued in my own country
I traveled for further studying
loving here I kept staying
never deciding, just wavering.

With time the welcome resented
my inability to learn the language,
in a daily struggle to manage,
and the longing for my heritage.

Friends everywhere judge
absence and failure to adapt
as if life gave me the chance.

No longer a familiar home
in either side of this wold,
falling between EU cracks.